HEY HEADS UP! the main sections of this carrd contain bright contrasting colors on black backgrounds, flashing and fast moving imagery, strong language, and really poorly formatted images, viewing has the possibility to be unsafe for those with photosensitivities, language sensitivities, or people who are graphic design majors
Jokes aside, if you cant handle the whole, bright flashy stuff and just need/want the links on here to my other social medias, I'm putting these up here as well for accessibility (because I'm a dick, not an asshole)
==> UPDATES ON MY WORK [Needs to be updated]
I'm like, "stonercore" except I've never actually smoked a weed because I'm asthmatic,
I'm just very autistic
I really need to update this carrd's layout but oh well
Howdy there, The name's Sludge S. Waterbeytle.
The one and onlyI'm a 16 year old artist from rural Maine USA with earthworms living in my brain. I enjoy dabbling in the art form of "doing and making whatever the fuck i want" so have fun
(i dont mean that in a weird way though, i draw horrible things, not illegal things, theres a line)although in general, I make a lot of fandom related art with the goofy aus i make and also wildly more unhinged works related to my own oc universe, i hope you enjoy yes
Please be mindful of the fact that I am very neurodivergent and a several-times-over-my-entire-life abuse survivor, I can promise you i will seem scared at all times but its nothing personal i promise you, im very open to interaction though! even if i may act like an alien wearing human skin and trying its best to act like one.
[Im a gay FTM trans dude and prefer Honk/Honkself pronouns]
[I do not go by They/them or any fem pronouns
under any circumstance]
[feel free to check my En.Pronouns for the others I go by]
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My discord tag is ?nugatoryExtravagnce¿#4896 if you need it
Excess info section if you want to know more about me specifically (lord knows why)
"qidwta" section (stands for "questions I dont want to answer")
The full list of usernames i go by online are
-FlickerJENGO (old but still used here and there)
-Brainbandaids (also old but still used rarely)
-Juggalogojackerbox (sometimes the "o"s are zeros)
-nugatoryextravagance (formatted like a pesterchum handle when i can)(if you dont know if someone is really me, ask me only via the sites linked above for appropriate confirmation)
(Preferably MSPFA or Discord for best results, and by best results I mean quicker replies)
Interests
(The ones in bold are the big main ones atm lol, any in italics are old things (usually old fixations) that I still like, but probably won't actively talk about unless provoked, regular text is somewhere inbetween)
- Homestuck- Homestar Runner- Object shows (just in general honestly)- Khonjin house- Lisa: the painful- They Might Be Giants (band)- Insane Clown Posse (band)- Oingo Boingo (band)- Club Penguin- Undertale- Deltarune- Smile for Me- Plunderphonics (Music genre)- Valve games (specifically the "orange box" games, e.g. tf2, portal, and half life)- Garry's mod- Hylics- Yume nikki- Pretty much any other pre-2020s rpg-maker game,
well uh,
except omori- Sonic the Hedgehog- Spongebob Squarepants- Web 1.0 - 2.0 history- Video game history- Fandom history(More tba as I remember more to put here lol)
Other Things
(This is just stuff I feel like is necessary to mention, If you're the type who cannot stand interacting with people you disagree with on anything, this section is for you)
- I'm generally VERY blind to things like, generally accepted social norms, terms, and etiquette, but I am making an effort to learn, so please keep that in mind (and kindly correct me when you gotta)- Yes I am well aware that I am still young, but I do not take kindly to being underminded or babied because of this, I'm not stupid- All of my accounts are a safe place for all identities and people regardless of origin, I don't judge- The previous does not apply to Terfs, Transmeds, proshippers/anti-antis, MAP/NO-MAPS, or any sort of other "hate because you were born a certain way" or "I am one step away from being on a list" type of folks- I fully support (PROPERLY) self diagnosing, as somebody who literally has zero way to receive one irl due to circumstance- I refuse to engage in any form of discourse unless absolutely necessary, I'm not here to take sides and fight with weird middle schoolers/freshmen obsessed with ripping people to shreds over things ive never even heard of
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Qidwta section (Questions I don't want to answer)
This section is made to function sort of like a FAQ in a way, except its rather for questions I dont want to answer directly for one reason or another,
its basically just an easy out so i can avoid getting uncomfortable having to explain myself about these topics over and over and over again(especially because these types of questions in particular always strike a nerve with me)
Question:
Answer:
"How come you have/draw/make so few girl/fem aligned characters?"
Its a very personal and complicated thing for me to really answer this sorta thing, so tl;dr, it has to do with my complicated past traumatic interactions with women that have rendered me horribly afraid of them to a nearly debilitating degree, therefor I dont really, include them in my work as often as men
(Note: I wish to clarify I dont intend to discourage fem alligned people from interacting with me or my stuff online or something, yall are cool! I'll just probably end up coming off a bit more skiddish and awkward during any direct interactions as a result but its ok as long as you're cool and dont do anything fucky)
"What happened between you and so-and-so?"
This may sound rude but I do not have any obligation to tell you that, for one that's none of your fucking business, and two I do not want to talk about them, publically nor privately,do not ask me again.
"Should you really be writing about things like this at your age?"
I create the characters and stories I do because it helps me cope to write about horribly broken people who are like me, even if they've technically had it worse in canon.I'm sorry if a 16 year old whos experienced a life of hell that they would wish on nobody writing about abuse often paralleling what they've experienced and about the way they see the world due to it is too much for you but im not sure theres much I can do to help you there
[Any sort of invasive system related question I couldnt pick just one theres so fucking many possabilities]
Yes we are a real system, no we are not diagnosed medically but thats because my mother does not care + my primary care doctor is going to hell + we're piss poor, no just because a system is full of introjects and fictives it isn't fake, I do not have any strong opinions about the "traumagenic vs endogenic" system squabbles (because im gonna be honest unless you're hurting people or faking your condition i do not care), and yes we are a very much so traumagenic system but we have no obligation to tell you what happened. (because im gonna be honest dude why the fuck would we)I hope to god this answers whatever you need out of me